my life may not be something special, but its never been lived before.

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I just now broke up with my girlfriend of 3 years. Maybe I broke up with her for a dumb reason...she thinks its dumb, but I feel like it is legitimate. She just allowed her mother and older brother to move into her apartment with her. I think that it is sad that she's letting them mooch off of her. Her mother would NEVER provide a home for her if she were on the streets. For her entire life her mother has treated her worse than a dog..literally! I don't understand why she would want to give her mother or her brother a home. Her brother is a fat, lazy, slob who will never amount to anything. He is a drug addict, and a nobody. It doesn't help that he is schizophrenic either. I've never been around such pathetic individuals. Rachel is going to turn into a loser like her family. I am not going to be with someone who lets people treat them like that. It is absolutely ridiculous! I am really upset right now, because I don't know what I'm going to do without her. It kind of feels like my life is over. I shouldn't be so upset though, b/c she chose her white trash family over me. I'll just focus on school and try not to think about it. (That'll be impossible) I don't know if I will ever love anyone else. I sound like a sappy romance novel. God, help me!


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